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_Mr Benedict
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| Presentation | Dear Heart, I will rip you out and tell you no. Then I'll stake you into the ground and let you shrivel in the hot sun. Then we'll go for a little walk to a nice patch of grass, where I will pull out my black spade and dig you a new home. I am in charge here. You, like a disobedient child, run amok. Bleed all you want to. Because I can't feel it. Beat all you want to. Because I can't hear it. You are nowhere near me. You are buried and dead to me. All the poetry I have written is a lie. All the tears I have cried are a lie. I feel nothing. I treasure you none. I have clipped your wings and watched you raise crippled, bloody stumps in an attempt to fly. But you are deaf and dumb. Tonight I used an oxygen tank to breathe because you were drowning me. I can't stand in the same room as you. Not without drowning. Bitter battle. Painful enemy. You carry your knife in my guts. You stash your bombs in my brain. I have betrayed myself in you. My soul is mine enemy! TEAR ME INSIDE OUT. I wish I could cut you from my bosom and pick away the nasty thoughts that crawl within you like worms on old meat. Tonight I sleep with an oxygen mask and a bottle of meds to stop the dreams. Heart, you sit and stay by my bedside, watching over me with an ax. I am not safe from myself anymore. The dead in me has risen from the grave, and those without eyes have learned to see in the dark. I feel your tongue on my neck. The world quivers, I explode. Yours, An Eviscerated Xip |
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| Poker Idol: | Layne Flack |
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| PokerOnline |
| Hobbies | Night Life, Entertainment Movies Theater |
| Favourite sports | Bowling |
| Favourite music | Rock, Hard Rock / Metal |
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| _chelanslim | 14 Dec, 2008 | |
| NaughtyGna | 15 Jul, 2008 | |
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_mike23x | 11 Feb, 2008 |